Music recommendations : mai kya karoon by pritam.
Because of morning's event, we both are staying away from each other as we are feeling too awkward. She is in choreography room while I am here in rehearsal room, laying on sofa. We are taking a break of two hours. We can't practice without any rest as our throats will give up. I put on my earphones and played a random song.
" Dil ye mera bas mai nahi ! Pehle kabhi aisa hota tha nahi !!" My earphones bursted with sound and I looked at the ceiling, exclaimed. God !! I didn't know you were free enough to specially choose songs relatable to my situations.
" Kehne pe chalta nahi ! Kuch dino se meri bhi sunta nahi !! " I sang along as I sat on sofa, complaining to dhavit who was sitting beside me with his laptop. He smiled and shook his head. " Tu hi bata is dil ka mai !! Is dil ka kya karoon mai kya karoon......" I asked to dhavit and he slightly chuckled at my helpless situation.
I looked at the choreography room where she was explaining something to a group of boys and I immediately went to that glass wall. My nose rubbed on glass as I tried to pass through it. My teeth gritted as they looked at her.
" Karta aawargi !!" Dhavit pulled my ears, detaching me from the wall.
" Ispe to dhun chadi hai pyaar ki !!" The twins sang, ruffling my hairs. I felt like a baby who was being babysitted from three boys.
" Jane ghum hai khaa baaton Mai hai pada bekaar ki !!" Dhavit sang and my eyes again travelled to her. She looked at me and then looked away awkwardly as she entered the room. She went to the choreography room again.
" Galti kare ye mai bharoon !!" I protested angrily pointing to my heart. Three of them laughed. Dhavit sat on the sofa again.
" Kehne pe chalta nahi !! Kuch dino se meri bhi sunta nahi ! Tu hi bata is dil ka mai !!" I again sat on sofa beside him, seriously demanding a cure for me. " Uff dil ka kya karoon mai kya karoon mai kya karoon......." I set my head on his lap and he raised his laptop in air to save it From my head. He pursed his lips. I took my earphones off and sat putting my both legs up on sofa.
" I need your serious help dhavit !!" I said and twins also joined the conversation. They sat on floor.
" Spill the tea ! " He demanded and I explained everything. Twins laughed and earned a few punches from me in this conversation.
" I don't know but I just can't seem to control myself around her. I am loosing my calm gradually!!" I said being irritated by the situation.
" This is such a serious problem !" Kabir said in a serious tone.
" She must think you're a creep from what you did today." Kunal said, staring at the ceiling.
" Really??!!" Concern grew inside me and I asked. He nodded. I cried in frustration.
" What do I do ??!!"
" Your relationship tag can save you from this one." Dhavit said and all of us looked at him. " Frenemies. She can think that you just tried to bully her or was just doing casual flirt." He explained and relief washed through me.
" Ohh yeahh !! You're right. " I said. " So I can do that ?" I asked and he immediately said no.
" The question is why are you being like this ??" Kabir said.
" I also don't know."
" Because you are in love " dhavit said and an unexplained feeling captured my chest.
" Love ?" I asked in a low tone. Love is a very serious word. I can't be in love. This can't be love ! Is this really love !
" Yes. love. This is love, nishit. You love her. " Dhavit said and every sense in me awakened.
" Do I ....really love her ?" I asked, hesitation rising as I used ' love ' in my sentence. Nishit Ahuja has never loved anyone. Never in his life. He slightly nodded. " How do you know ?"
" Because I saw the way you look at her nishit ! It's all in those eyes. These grey eyes who lost their charm a long ago has started to shine again nishit." He said and I looked at him.
" You're right !" Kabir said, looking In my eyes.
" If you don't believe us. Look at her and try to look away then. " Kunal said and I looked at her, sitting on sofa, laughing about something.
" See ! You're smiling." Dhavit said and I came to my senses.
" After badi maa died. You barely smiled but since you met her, I have seen you smiling much more, nishit." Kabir said.
Some time passed and that conversation ended. Everyone was asleep now in the rehearsal room. She was sleeping on sofa and rest of the boys here and there on floor. I was sitting on stage, fidgeting with my fingers as I recalled their words.
Love is a really big word for me. I don't believe in love or it would be more accurate if I say I didn't. But I can't help believe their words. I stood up and moved to her. I kneeled and looked at her face.
" Do I really love you ?" I softly asked while brushing her hairs away from her face. She mumbled in sleep and her face was about to fall when I put my hand on the side of her face setting it back. Her hand moved to her face and she captured my hand. She interlocked her finger in mine and I looked at her. She was asleep. I leaned towards her forhead but I halted. I can't do it without her consent. The moment this thought occured in my mind was the moment it became confirmed. Yes ! I do. I really do. There is no doubt in that thing now.
Whatever they said makes sense. No matter how much I try to disagree deep down I know it is true. Yes. I LOVE HER.
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So !! How is everything going?? So finally our boy realises it. I hope you liked the chapter guys. Bye guys !!
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